Another explosive dispatch and exposé from outside the reality machine. If I carry on at this rate, malfunctions are sure to manifest in the machine. When the mechanical operation falls into darkness and becomes moribund – the power of imagination will at last be seen in it’s true light, as the central driving force of creation.
This cosmic broadcast is dedicated to two great men. Heroes of mine.
Jon Rappoport and Bill hicks.
Jon Rappoport has been a major influence on the work I do, and I shall talk about him later on. I could talk about him for a thousand hours. And Bill Hicks the satirical visionary genius trickster who today would have been sixty one on this earth plane. Of course it doesn’t matter as were all immortal. Bill, happy birthday and I’m sure you’re having fun and laughter wherever you may be in the universe.
I’m an artist..
An artist of reality…
We’re all artists of our own unique realities!
The matrix is a portrait of reality that is reduced vision of possibilities and desire – that creates a diminishing in personal power.
Though it’s sold by curators of collectivism and globalists as the definitive truth and only way for humanity.
The painting hung by collectivists: is a uniform composition full of dull and vague hues of togetherness,covertly layered though – to induce the idea that an individual is not a separate entity but part of one great mass of unity and love, and will become greater by connecting with the whole oneness of things.
That’s one giant psychic con.
When in reality it’s a space of limited freedom, power and energy, and entraining one to accept willingly slavery and pretends it’s in the name of the greater good.
Choosing to live a portrait of reality created and defined by another person or a group, and under their terms is giving personal freedom and power away when you enter into it’s composition.
The power within expands when one takes personal responsibility and action to create their own reality, under their own terms and live in that reality as free individual. I’ll add – while respecting others freedom to do so.
Metaphorically speaking, a person empowered and compelled by desire to live freely and independent – chooses to paint their own portraits of reality as opposed to accepting anyone else’s.
The individual chooses the ideals and the terms in which they create and exist in their own portrait of reality. How they wish to think, feel, express, live and create.
I described in a previous blog that I’m a painter, as well as a transformational coach.
When I paint abstract, I add different colours, shapes and textures to a canvas. Every time I do, I feel a strong inner conviction develop that I’m creating a new and unique reality, a new universe from my imagination, and I created it as I chose to it to be, and that I will be the judge of my creation.
I could relate this to writing. A fictional writer is in a sense creating new worlds and realities whenever they put pen to the paper or fingers to the keyboard. The fictional writer is inventing new characters, dialogues and imagery. Reading a great novel entices and can suck one right into the world the author is describing. A journalist also creates reality by what narrative they illustrate on the pages of their work. Moreover some journalists create reality that often people then choose to live in ( mainstream media is really the manufacturing of reality).
A composer or musician creates portraits of reality: by playing an arrangement of chords and notes on a instrument that creates energising melodies and symphonies never heard before – that can evoke intense emotions ranging from euphoria and ecstasy, to sadness and sorrow. Music has that power to impact on the psyche and the soul.
A poet writes lyrically sonnets and verses with words that seem to dance ebulliently and jauntily on the page as a ballet dancer would on a stage. A talented poet creates magic when his words are spoken, and elicit tremendous energy and feeling within a person who reads or listen to the poem.
Another unique portrait of reality created.
Starting a new business enterprise and developing it to such an extent that it’s successful and enhances the life of the entrepreneur; and offers others a high standard of service or product on a value for value basis – is creating a new portrait of reality.
What kind of portrait of reality does one desire to create?
I pertain to the notion that one can create any portrait of reality that one truly desires, and it may be full of power, freedom, abundance and joy. One can paint a portrait that’s brimming and overflowing with immensely rich and vibrant colours, and textures. A composition that’s layered with depth, energy and emotion.
How big does one want to go?
Imagination can paint a portrait on an epic scale, and one full of unlimited possibility and power.
The limitations are always coming from the perception and awareness of the individual. Cultural conditioning can impress upon one’s psyche, and of course physical and environmental factors influence personal perception of what is possible. However the critical factor is the lens through which one chooses to look through.
Expanding the lens is the way to transform personal perceptual limitations.
The coaching I offer is focused on teaching and guiding individuals to expand the power and scope of their imaginations, to such a profound extent that one can envision -through a lens of infinity – the unlimited possibilities of what can be created.
After that, it comes down to the individual deciding what ideals and values they place on what they desire to create. Does the individual want to something big, and is the person willingly to commit to it and pour energy into formulating a innovative strategy; and carrying it out with intense and dynamic action, so to fulfil a profound desire.
Going all in and standing your ground, ploughing on even in treacherous fields without compromising is eventually taking an individual to a place of unlimited possibility and power.
Or is it just some little fart in the wind that carries now weight. And creating a reality of power sounds like to much effort.
Imagination is the trump card to overcome challenges, or lack of energy, desire and ideas.
It’s at the individual’s disposal always to show the ways ahead and to provide the energy and desire to keep moving forward no matter what challenges arrive.
This is the path of power and it’s about the endgame and not some quick fix.
There is no system, programme or pink fluffy and fanciful affirmation to create and transform personal reality.
I’m direct and pull no punches. My approach is unconventional and so is my writing.
So be it. I make no apologies for that.
I’m aware that I go in depth illustrating and describing my philosophical approach to coaching. I go further and beyond any other coaches or consultants out there. Except for one.
I know my blogs are voluminous and often filled with poetic ramblings, the occasional polemic onslaught towards conventional coaching and new age spirituality. I do have the tendency to divert off via different tangents, and then not only do I go around the houses, but whole darn neighbourhood. I see how I pullulate my blogs with wild and bizarre imagery, strange metaphors, and yes I’m also guilty of being ( as George Orwell put it) seduced by the lure of decorative adjective.
You want something nice, short and simple? Hook up with an altruistic dwarf.
I love writing in my own way. I just revel in allowing the overflowing phantasmagorical streams of my consciousness to gush forth satirically onto the page, like ink from a ruptured sarcastic squid.
This is how I write, and I coach with the same ‘out there’ style.
Take it or leave it.
I celebrate proliferation over reductionism. That’s proliferation of: art, poetry, imagery, music, beauty, energy, emotion, thought, knowledge, consciousness and of course writing.
The path of unlimited power and possibility is not down a narrow road of reductionism that leads eventually to nothing.
That’s where life coaches, self-help and personal development coaches and spiritual gurus fall down – They go for reductionism and the boiling down of an individual until it’s just powder.
Moreover they play down the power of imagination in favour of systems. I consider imagination the greatest facility an individual possesses, and the ultimate force of this universe or any universe, because all creation springs from imagination.
You don’t agree. I don’t care.
The wonderous nature of imagination doesn’t have a predilection to reductionism, it’s bored by it. It enjoys infinite possibilities and expressions of infinity, it laps up new ideas, imagery, music, art, emotion, etc, etc.
Imagination was born in the eternally fertile and rich lands of infinity; not some cosmic shed at the bottom of some intellectual garden of quantum physics, or the damp and stale church of dogmatic religion, or in the conference room of a Marriot hotel during an NLP seminar.
All this brings me nicely to the arena of transformational coaching and personal development.
I’m using this opportunity with my writing to sell you the ideas of my coaching and show you what separates me from the norm and the chaff.
What I offer is different from anything else seen in the personal development and transformational/life coaching world ( for the exception of one consultant out there. Who in my mind is the greatest consultant on this planet.)
I’m on the cutting edge – so much so I bleed incessantly.
This is powerful and I’m bursting at the seams to share more insight into my style of coaching. I know I’m up against the phony bullshit tide of mainstream coaching, that sells people empty promises and ideas.
Why? I use to be one of those coaches who used these stupid programmes. Worst of all I believed in them, well only for a while anyways.
Time to venture off now down memory lane, and present some personal background into my coaching history. And how I have arrived at this point now in my journey, and what I have discovered about coaching over the years.
No panic. I will not transform into a robot, and just deluge piles upon piles of humdrum information and worn-out hackneyed clichés upon you – like many typical coaches and gurus out there. Nor shall I swamp you with insincere tears and the emotional collective bullshit of the hippy dippy do da new agers.
None of that crap.
I’m the dragon of imagination breathing out flesh searing fire that melts consensus reality. Plumes and clouds of smoke disperse, and I say let them exude into the open minds of fellow cosmic travellers and explorers.
I promise, I won’t blow smoke up your arses!
Only authenticity and consensus reality shattering thought provocation – from me the purveyor of sagacity and transformational power.
A brief history of time…In transformational coaching
I want to go back… in time, a decade and a bit, in my life.
During my twenties I was a personal trainer for a few years.
You know? Push this weight, lift this one, pull this, stretch that and jump here – all while I count.
I did personal training mainly on a part time basis, as I was clueless on how to market and promote myself . I did it as a side-line while I worked as a chef.
I experienced some success and fulfilment with clients, but deep down I was finding personal training was limited, it just felt like I was just giving instructions and some motivation within a system of physical training. I felt personal training in the physical arena lacked major creative elements.
However I knew within me I desired transformation and creativity in my life; and also knew whatever I desired doing eventually would be centred around guiding people to transforming – I just hadn’t a clue how to do it.
At around this time I became interested in metaphysical teachings and also exploring the nature of reality and how one could transform their life. I watched many YouTube videos and read books from various teachers to expand my knowledge, I also went to a few self development seminars.
The information had it’s value to some extent, and I’m sure on a subconscious level it impacted me, and helped steer me in the right direction in the long run; but I still found transformation was slow or minimal, and that my life was extremely challenging.
I then for a few years just meandered along while working as a chef – life was small peaks and troths. I was on some superficial level happy but deep down I felt dissatisfied and unfulfilled. Then around five years ago I decided give it a shot at being a transformational life coach.
That proved a rude awakening for me.
I studied and obtained certification with accredited coaching organisations and became a qualified NLP practitioner.
And so with enthusiasm, personal life experience of facing challenges, a few coaching certificates I embarked on my journey as a transformational coach.
The results varied, I had a few clients which witnessed mixed outcomes and experiences. Gradually I found myself stuck as a coach. Plus factoring in, that I still hadn’t grasped a way to develop a business and a presence, things became disheartening.
In retrospect what created this lack of energy and fulfilment in coaching at this time – was the way I approached everything, and the philosophical style of coaching I was practicing.
I was using limited coaching systems and models. Generally most if not all life coaching models and NLP frameworks when you strip everything away – are systems that operate in a finite framework and all about being a ‘better version of you’ in this reality.
They’re systems designed to teach a person to become better at mirroring, reflecting and adapting to reality as presented. And they’re also designed with the idea of enabling a person to become more organised and efficient.
People aren’t systems. Powerful transformation and living a deeply enriched and fulfilled life is not about being efficient, or a better mirror of reality.
Furthermore these systems have minimal impact or effect – in unlocking and stimulating an individual’s creative power.
Every individual possesses unique traits, qualities and abilities, and personal desires. To create their own reality of power, the individual must access what they have from within and bring it forth from their own infinite consciousness via imagination.
Therefore how can ‘one size fits all’ coaching systems/programmes work in tapping into individual creative power?
The answer is: they can’t and never will.
The coaching frameworks, models and programmes are designed with immense focus and emphasis: on teaching a person to better adapt, mirror and handle this reality as presented- which is the Matrix.
Conventional life and personal development coaching works temporarily but ultimately fails because what usually happens between a coach and a client in the conventional settings: is that a system or programme is introduced and taught after a few conversations. The client is happy with whatever fresh idea and programme presented, and the initial excitement propels them forward. At the same time the coach feels they initiated a breakthrough with their client, and sent them on their merry way with an effective programme to guide them along a road of transformation. Both go off happy and energised but that’s temporary, because the energy will fade after a few weeks or month and the client is left down a cul-de-sac. Wondering what they did wrong in following the system.
The answer is nothing because the programme doesn’t work.
I couldn’t see this when I first began transformational coaching. Instead I viewed what I was doing with a programme was wrong and the problem behind my challenges. At this point I stopped coaching and festered for a while, and stewed in the juices of my own personal apathy and dejection.
During this period of stagnation, I started researching and studying various branches of psychologies. In the hope that expanding my knowledge of the mind via psychology would enhance my ability to be coach.
To my dissatisfaction, I found psychology was full of conflicting and baseless theories of what comprises of the mind and what is the individual self. I view psychology as a dead end road because it is fixated on resolutions, pointless analysis and assessment of feelings, behaviours and thoughts, rather than focusing energy on expanding an individual’s power.
Psychology also neglects the spiritual element and nature of a person and consciousness, and deals with the parameters of this reality.
I firmly decided that the field of psychology defiantly wasn’t the path to take for personal transformation. I could write about the fraud of psychology for days but I will leave it at that for now.
Then I hit a period of frustration and deflation. I drank often to alleviate myself temporarily from these feelings, and also to escape boredom. I had no direction and awareness of how to transform my situation, so I just went from pillar to post drifting on a sea of vagueness.
As I speak about in my personal bio on this site; it led me to trouble and gaining a criminal conviction for criminal damage, which I committed when I was intoxicated. It was the turning point though. And I decided through torturous ruminations, on that horrendous day in the police cell – to stop drinking, and throw all I had into transforming myself.
In the period that followed I did feel renewed purpose, and a week after my arrest I decide to go to a service at a local spiritualist church. Curiosity and necessity I guess brought me there. I walked through the doors of the quaint church and I sat furtively at the back of the room where the service was held. I mummed along to the hymns and healing prayers. Then after the singing of hymns and prayers was the clairvoyant and mediumship section of the service.
I remember receiving a message from a rather eccentric and hilarious psychic called Trevor. He told me that: ”I’m on a new path and that what I create will be as valuable as gold to people”.
The service was uplifting, and the church had a healing energy that reverberated throughout it’s walls. Also the message I received from Trevor gave me a jolt of energy, and the inspiration to keep moving forward.
I was hooked there and then.
I began attending the church almost every service, which was twice a week back then. After about a month of attending the church I joined a spiritual circle which was held there, after being invited by the man who run the circle and still does as I far as I’m aware.
In most spiritual circles one develops within the setting of a group: their awareness of spirit and of self. This development involves mediating and visualisation, and expanding on your ability to channel energy along with connecting with spirits beyond the physical realm. As well as attending a weekly circle, I also studied up on spiritual teachings and philosophies, and trained as a energy healer.
I found I transformed and grew the most during that period than in any point previously in my life. I had developed a greater sense of self and I felt that I was heading along my path of personal power.
However I still was not really creating anything profound in my life. I was developing self awareness and a capacity to meditate and channel energy. I also felt more grounded and emotionally resilient, however the overflowing excitement and thrill of being alive and free seemed to be missing.
Despite the positive aspects of many spiritual practices, there is many pitfalls and limitations to following spiritual systems.
The reason being that many spiritual teachings and practices convey the message that a person is more of receiver or vessel of energy, information and thought – which when you examine it further is a passive sate of being. There is also a lot of emphasis placed on the thinking positive thoughts and being a good boy and girl. Thinking positive thoughts as opposed to negative ones won’t transform self or create a greater reality full of unlimited power and possibility. Neither will being a nice and kind altruist work either.
In certain contexts and some of the time being a receiver or channel of energy has it’s merits. Specifically when it’s connected with healing, and if the individual is active in other areas and aspects of life. However if one gets fixated on being immersed in this passive state, then ultimately one will become bored, and feel a lack of energy and personal power diminishing, as the creative element is missing. May I add also that being a ‘love and light’ smiling altruistic robot is not empowering. As often it’s from a place of inner need and inauthenticity.
That’s where I found myself heading around three years ago. I had seen transformation but I felt personally it was grinding to a halt and that my inner power would wane. In a sense I felt something missing, a gap or a hole inside.
Imagination was the missing thing – to fill in the gap between desire and creating a reality of unlimited power.
Sure, I was using imagination to some degree with the spiritual work I was committed to doing, but I wasn’t expanding and applying imagination to the hilt.
Out of nowhere a synchronicity occurred in the early days of 2020. Just as I felt the energy slowing down for me, I found my attention was directed to a philosopher and teacher, who was and still is a major exponent of the power and magical nature of imagination.
The Knight of imagination came riding over hills and through valleys of steel on a horse of stone…
I stumbled across the ground breaking and phenomenal perception-shattering work of Jon Rappaport – a real cutting edge researcher and journalist. Jon is also a painter, and wrote books that have been published. He is also the greatest consultant on this planet.
I had first seen him a year before in the fall of 2018 on the Gaia website, being interviewed on the programme ‘Open Minds’. The interview fascinated me and I loved how he presented himself in such a unique and captivating way.
After that he failed to appear under my radar, for some reason or another.
Then in early 2020 I came across a few blogs of his online, that brilliantly and controversially challenged the official narrative of Covid-19. This got me looking further into his work. I began watching presentations of Jon on You Tube videos, and I then read some more of his blogs – that he posted on his website ‘No more Fake News‘.
Upon visiting his website a few times. I noticed he had created a collection of work-courses designed to enable a person to expand and create greater individual power. I purchased Jon’s courses – there are three of them in total, and I began making my way through this colossal and explosively life changing material.
The philosophy of Jon Rappoport is all based on the individual expanding the power of their imagination and living with and through it – to create what one truly desires in life. Here a few snippets from the fantastic mind of Jon Rappoport:
”Once you embark on a road of imagination and creating, all bets are off. All preconceptions about what you must do, make, think, assume, and believe are yesterday’s news.”
”We have, each one of us, an infinite life, lived in a world that is
convinced it is bounded.””What has been called The Matrix is a series of layers. These layers
compose what we call Reality. Reality is not merely the consensus
people accept in their daily lives. It is also a personal and individual
conception of limits. It is a perception that these limits are somehow
built into existence. But this is not true.””Imagination is the buried key that unlocks the door that exits from
Jon Rappoport
the Matrix.”
Deeply profound quotes from Jon Rappoport to illustrate and highlight the power of his philosophy and wok.
His collection of work has tremendously influenced my own transformation, and what I have created in the last three years as: a coach, painter and writer.
As soon as I delved into his work, I found it all resonated with me. And that my previous approaches in coaching and in transforming myself had been missing the key of imagination – which could unlock my inner power.
I have always been a day dreamer and enjoyed being in my imagination, and on a subconscious level I felt it was powerful but then I would dismiss that personal inference because I reasoned it was impractical. How wrong I was in my early years.
Another aspect of Jon’s work which I related strongly to and still do: was that reality and power needs to be centred around the freedom of an individual as opposed to the collective. I have always felt in at the core, that a life must be created and lived by and for the individual, and with a sense of freedom no matter what the majority or the consensus think.
It was a violent gust of fresh revitalising air that swept through my mind.
As I steam-rolled through his Matrix collections and material – with sheer commitment and determination. Bells began to ring and sparks flew in my mind and imagination. I began seeing things with greater insight and depth, I also felt I could see new perspectives and ideas were pouring out of my consciousness. I decided I could apply his philosophy to my own unique coaching style and personal experience.
By the end of 2020 I was launched and in a space to create a transformational coaching practice that could really make an impact. Since then I have enjoyed, felt enriched and fulfilled in teaching and guiding individuals to become greater empowered and energised in life – through encouraging individuals to engage with their own unique imaginations and embracing it’s infinite power.
I guess I have created for myself a unique portrait of reality. And I’m looking to create more portraits, and feel the euphoria and overflowing joy of doing so.
Reject the consensus reality and faded portraits painted by artists of the matrix.
Go down the colossal hallways of your magical imagination and seek within them grandiose rooms: which are full of infinite creative power, imagery, ideas and energy.
See the portraits of your reality hanging sublimely on the walls, and bring them forth into greater life through the coloration of desire.
Fill up museums with splendid portraits of reality!
Stay awake there is more to come soon from this cosmic joker…
I’ll let another cosmic joker – Mr Bill Melvin Hicks finish things off…
”Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here’s Tom with the Weather.”
Wisdom from old Bill a.k.a Goat boy a.k.a Bezelbozo – the clown from hell.
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